Recently, Leighann McCoy, a good friend of mine who also helps us at LifeWay with women’s ministry and ministers’ wives leadership conferences, wrote this post on her blog. She is a pastor’s wife and women’s ministry leader at Thompson Station Church, Thompson Station, TN.
I believe her message will truly touch your heart as a minister’s wife as you read her story:
As I write this post, I’m in another state, far away from Tennessee and my church family. I’m enjoying the glory of the Lord in the mountains–a glory that is only there.
Sunday we shared our story–it was not easy, not even the 4th time. (Because we have 3 services and were leading a class for our adult leaders Sunday morning we had to share 4 times.) But we are glad we shared, and I really think that it’s the only way to be a good pastor to our flock.
In May, 1991 I shook as I stood before our small congregation and told them about mine and Tom’s struggle with infertility. We’d been seeing a specialist for three years–every month for three years. I’d had surgery, we’d undergone some interesting tests and I struggled silently away from my church family. Prior to sharing that Sunday morning in May I thought I was doing them (and me) a favor by not letting them know what we were really going through. I thought I was a better and braver minister for being willing to suffer alone.
But God told me that He wanted me to share. He wanted me to let them in to my personal pain and walk with me toward the future He had for me. He was teaching me so many things, and I had this burning desire to share them with our church. So, I stood in front of over 100 people and told them about our struggle, our heartache and our desire.
Ever since that day we’ve lived our life honestly and openly in front of our people. I know that many pastors and especially their wives might think we are crazy for doing that…but we have to lead the way God’s told us to lead, and this seems to be the way He wants us to do it.
I’m grateful for the genuine love that grows out of honesty. I’m even more grateful for the multiplicity of prayers. I hope that our willingness to share will spur others toward doing the same–maybe not in front of 2000 people–but at least with a trusted few. God created us to be interdependent on one another. If we’re going to be the hands and heart of Christ we have to be vulnerable with one another.
Life in the glorious fish bowl…it’s not a life for everyone; but it’s the only one for me.
Leighann is a graduate of Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary. She is a pastor’s wife, mother of three, as well as a writer and speaker. Currently, she serves on staff at Thompson Station Church as the prayer and women’s minister, and is a frequent speaker at women’s events and prayer conferences. Throughout her ministry, she has served in several denominational positions relating to children and women’s ministries. She is the author of five books, Oh God, Please! The Heart Cry of a Burdened Soul (a prayer study), Women Touched by Jesus, Women Conquering Fear, Women Embracing Life… All of It and Pray Right!